Sunday, January 04, 2009

i wish people listened; and cared for what they heard.

i havent really been thinking about 08 and 09 is already here creeping up on me..doesn't really feel like its a new year but i know it will, when school starts and im back to working my calves climbing up mountains and hills in campus

but what i realised this insomniac morning (slept at 530 woke up at 11 wtf is wrong with me) was a few significant friendships that stood out. some not so good, some better. whatever it is i think i gained a pretty good perspective on people and its always the true ones that will stay. everyone had their reasons for leaving and lingering but many times i wish it didnt have to end up this way. its surprising, disappointing, saddening, at times maddening but people make their own choices and perhaps simply put, i wasnt good enough.

its okay though o9 has to be a better year with people who are worth it! (:

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flea was not bad but really wore me out (why am i not sleeping!!)
c &i were totally occupied and confused but there were random shots so pics up soon.


//EDIT
can i just tell you how i ADORE this girl

#o1
i've always wanted a pretty mug to drink my..hot horlicks. though i really dont have horlicks at home (nor coffee) and fail at even making a good milo. but there's always fruit tea..green tea..and..satchets.

#o2

hello how cute is this!! esp when ive been eyeing a thousand rings but im so upset by fareast and its daylight robbery business

#o3

everything here is to.die.for. from heartshaped pan to lolita ive been putting off getting that book since..more than a year ago?!?!

maybe its all these things keeping me awake i need to stay away from the internet its the opposite of the remedy to insomnia

okay anyway. to listening and caring and and pretty things in o9! Y